Victoria: This Is Not How Your Story Ends

March 4, 2019

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I lost two relationships in a year

I thought, “What is wrong with me? Am I that horrible of a person?

I just felt anxiety and fear constantly and wasn’t a nice person to be around

When you’re in that space of holding on by any means necessary you do what you have to do

You get these feelings of unworthiness

I wasn’t going to let go no matter what

That’s a very lonely place to be

It wears you down

I grew up a pleaser

I thought I had to do things for people to like me

I didn’t feel I could commit to myself

I did a lot of deep work to overcome

We don’t want to see what’s right in front of us

I had tried to build a world around me and everything had to fit into that world

When you love someone they shouldn’t have to give up things to fit in your life

I think the biggest misconception we have in life about love is that we have to give up something

I had to learn to be with myself but not by myself

I was so depressed I didn’t care if I got out of bed

Something had to change if I was to go on

The most important person is you

You can’t give what you don’t have

I feel like crap and I don’t even want to be here

I spent a lot of time alone

Something deep within said, “This is not how your story ends.”

I started reading

I started to learn about vibration and frequency

There was so much more to life than what I had been seeing

The relationships became a learning ground that I became grateful for

We have to forgive. I had to forgive myself.

Now in my relationships I just let people be.

The only way I can be me is if people can be themselves

Once we work on ourselves our relationships get better

People are starting to see me different

I’m more approachable

The only way to get out of where we are is sometimes to take a different direction

Talk to somebody who won’t judge you

Sometimes you have to get with yourself for a moment

Sometimes doors are shut because they need to be shut

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