This marriage is over. I’m in danger, our baby is in danger, and there’s no husband in site.
What was given out was not given back to me and it just kind of eroded. Particularly when I was getting ready to have life and bring life.
Love was being redefined for me in that moment. It opened up my eyes to realize I was not in something that was providing me love. It took time to wake up and realize that.
I was a single mom redoing life all over again.
It was devastating.
All of a sudden, that road map is completely not what you thought it was going to be.
It was not the way this fairytale was supposed to end, and yet it was ending.
I am not one to enjoy the unknown. All of a sudden it was nothing but mystery.
I’m a crybaby so I spent a lot of nights just shedding tears. It was the only way I could express what I was feeling.
I believe it was my faith that brought me to where I am today.
I’m a good girl. Why is this happening to me?
This situation taught me that I could open myself up to people and trust people because people came in droves to be with me.
I had people going to food banks for me. I had people making extra dinner. They would come to my desk and drop off food and clothes for my daughter.
People just came and were there for me. They began to share their story with me. They came out of the woodwork and began to take care of me.
People showed their heart and I didn’t know they cared that much about me.
We went through a terrible battle with custody and getting through the divorce.
Isn’t it funny how your worst moment of your life becomes your best moment of your life?
I’ve fallen in love with so many people and if I hadn’t gone through this I wouldn’t even know.
This is not your end it’s your beginning.
In these little miracles, I found refreshing and renewing. I started to attend to myself.
I began to sit and talk to God about me. How did this girl end up here? How did I get to this place?
I found me. I went on a journey to discover me.
I’m still alive. This means this is not my end.
You are not alone. It feels like a lonely place. It feels like no one else is around but you are not alone.
It’s tough to draw strength from yourself when you don’t have it.